For the 10 minutes that I’ve been awake, my family has already managed to make me cry. I feel like complete shit about myself right now and I have absolutely no desire to eat if my family is going to make me feel disgusting every time I do. I’m so happy I’m not spending Easter with them. I’d be just be scared they’d judge me for eating “too much” or for still being hungry. Now I can’t stop crying and I don’t want to be here and I don’t want to eat. What’s the point if they’re all just gonna make me feel like crap about myself?